We all have been in a situation where we have asked ourselves a question or two with no answer to follow it!
Let's imagine you are an orphan!
What questions would you come up with if you were an orphan?
Now let us imagine if you are the parent trying to answer those questions!
It's tough to be in this predicament! Both of the parties are in the most vulnerable situation and neither of them is ready for it.
From the first day, I had so many questions. Sometimes I look back on my childhood and wonder, what it would have been like if I didn't lose my father. What would have I been doing? What kind of a person would I turn up to be? What lifestyle I would have chosen? Why did it have to happen to me? Why at such age? Why, why, why…? I Have lots of questions, and no answers, just ....
This is an example of what goes through a child's head without them ever asking these questions at all. There is just fear.
To ask those questions and face the answers, means that you are willing to be in the most vulnerable position. For me, talking about my past and making sense is healing. I am an open book willing to talk about it, however, to some they would rather never recall the past!
From my perspective, the past is what made me who I am today! No matter how much I want to run from it, it's part of me.
Some of my unanswered questions are only for me to answer!
What is your thought on it ??????
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This book takes you from my wonderful life as a little boy in a small Russian town, to a tragic event that left me orphaned and alone. I share my experience on how I went from a loving home to surviving on the streets, while attempting to reach my relatives house far away for support. Thank you for joining me on this journey.
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